Tragic death; Gay Hate Crime

29 06 2008

Cute guy, sorry but you have to admit Larry is cute.

Is this what our world has become? If you want to be all religious about this, you are going to tell me that being Gay is a deadly sin and sends you straight to hell. I’m going to ask you ‘How do you know? You aren’t God! Did God tell you in a dream that homosextually is worse than any of the 7 deadly sins?’  I don’t think so.

People make up religious excuses to hide their fear of change.Actually, people make up excuses of any kind to hide all their fears.

If you ask me, I think killing someone is worse than being a homosextual. Scorning is so hurtful. The entire homosextual community knowns it. ( I won’t use the term gay here. It sounds informal and rude). Being bullied and scorned is very harsh but killing someone who is a homosextual, you are just asking for an up-roar among the homosextual community.

I call upon the homosextual community to be patient. Justice will come.

Everyone else, change your mindset on homosextuals. They are people, just like you and me.



Why I’m thinking of having a web show.

29 06 2008

This has been on my mind for a long time. I was wondering what it would be like, having people watch me either being really random or making complete sense. I got the whole idea from watching how hilarious my life can be and Nickelodeon’s new tv show, i-carly.

Sometimes I think that maybe it would be a better way to express myself to the world or at least the online world. I’m not sure if I should. I’m on the verge of deciding. There is so much to worry about. What to talk about? What to wear? Who to feature in a show? What if people think I am a joke?

Alot of these questions I can overcome. I am a drama student/actress in training. I know most of the tricks behind threathe and film.It’s what to say and everything else which I have to worry about.


May be I should re think this.

The war students are in.

28 06 2008

Early this week, I predicted that this new semster of school was going to be a battle field on which every student suffers upon and so far I am right.

Teachers are stressing student out and I am in no mood to do anything at the moment. I don’t like to do homework on weekends. If I must do homework, I’ll do it half on Saturday and half on Sunday, work gets done and I don’t stress myself out.

This on-going war between the education systems and students will never end. There is no possible way for students to win this war. It is like Danial and the giant, education systems are represented by Danial and the giant are the students. There are more students than the people working in the Education section. Size did not win the battle with Danial and the giant, same way that numbers will not win students the war. This war is based on power and nothing else.

Students are supressed by the education systems. Recently, the Straits Times, a local newspaper, featured an article and tittled it, Singapore: Tuition Nation. Education systems have become so tough that 9 out of 10 students in Singapore have tuition. The Ministry of Education have requested for teachers to not stress us out so much but it is difficult when the Nation papers, which are set by the Ministry get tougher as the years go by.

Laugh. It’s funny. The Ministry of Education (MOE) told teachersto give us a break when they themselves are making papers more difficult to the extent that if we were given a brake, we would fail the national exam and not get a fantastic education.

I know and understand that MOE has good intentions but sometimes, good intetions can affect people in a very negative way.

One step at a time

26 06 2008
“One Step At A Time”Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you’ve always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can’t touchYou wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You’re confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting


When you can’t wait any longer
But there’s no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It’s the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]





The difference between Jamie Lynn Spears and every other girl is….

26 06 2008

jamie lynn spearsNothing. Nothing in this world makes Jamie Lynn Spears more special than other girls. So Stop treating her like she is a princess. She gave birth to a girl, Maddie Briann, on the 19th of June. She announced to the world she was pregnant last December(back then I wanted to slap her). She is a mummy and she is two years older than me. I would have thought Jamie was a smart girl and would have learned from her sister to be nothing like her. I guess I overestimated Jamie.

I’m not sure if I should still slap her or be happy for her. Jamie is 16. She got pregnant and had a baby. Don’t these things happen to lots of teenage girls? It is just a re-run of an old movie. Girl gets pregnant, she gets an abortion or puts the baby up for adoption or keeps it. What is the difference with Jamie? She wasn’t raped was she? There were no reports of rape. If the girl was raped, it would be a different story entirely.

Point is Jamie is not better than other girls that is it ‘okay’ for her to have a baby before marriage. She was a role model to many girls, including me. I felt she was going to be different from Brit. Guess this nonsense runs in the family. I have lost much respect for Jamie and publicising this only makes girls think that having a kid before marriage is a good thing when it is not.

I will not congradulate Jamie at the moment. I will only congratulate her when her kids make it to collage with out having to go through anything their cousins , Brit’s kids, went through so far. For Jamie to earn my respect and admirtion again is for her to be a better mum to her kids than Brit is to hers.

Only then say that Jamie is a good mother.

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Hannah, Mylie and the Jonas Brothers, live on stage AND! in 3-D

22 06 2008



Did you happen to catch hannah montana’s 3-D concert? Wasn’t it the bomb? It sure blew up my mind, and not in the good way.  I will, however tip my hat to the dancers and the band. (praise where praise is due).

Hannah and the Jones Brothers, performed below expected standard. ( When I talk about hannah, I’m talking about Mylie too.) Energy level fantastic. Sing horrid. Hannah sounded like she was screaming and Joe Jonas to me did not sing up to par. Nick didn’t do very well either. Sad waste of talent. The Jonas Brothers are actually very talented. Hannah brought them down that night and I feel that they were better in a recording studio.

Lyrics to each and every song was great tho. The song writter should get a raise.

Lessons we learn from fishes.

22 06 2008

I am going to combine two post into one. This post is about fish teaching people life lessons. Sounds strange? Well, it is. When I was thinking about it, it made sense in a strange way.

Well, while we were at Tioman, Pahang Malaysia, we went snorkelling on our 2nd and 3rd day.

On tghe second day, we were snorkelling ‘out at sea’ which was organised from the hotel. The current was very strong and we held on to the ropes of the platform as so not to float away.  We watched the fishes struggle against the current. They never stopped once. They kept on pushing against the current. They never gave up.

We should be like the fishes. When life gets rough and difficult we should just continue pushing on. We will get where we want to go eventutally. We have to work hard and keep trying. Push ourselves beyond our limits.

On the 3rd day we went snorkelling at Marine Park. There were alot more fishes and the area was in away enclosed. The current wasn’t that strong. We saw all sorts of fishes swimming together and working as a community. Big fish, small fish, gray fish, colourful fish all living peacefully together.

That got me thinking. If fishes of different species can live peacefully together and show no signs of discrimination, why can’t humans? We had plenty of discrimination in the years. People are arrogant and think they are better than everyone else and guess what! The war in Iran or Iraq (can’t remember which one) against the Americans has occurred.

Lessons that fish need to teach us. No wonder they like school so much.